This past month has flown by since I became a mommy.
I always imagined how it would feel to actually cuddle, and kiss, and just LOVE & ADORE a baby of my own but to my surprise being a mom is so much more than I expected, so much better! From the second they handed the little guy to me in the hospital I felt so close to him, it's a bond that is unlike any other! I kissed his head at that moment and I honestly don't think I've ever been so relieved over anything. I was so glad to finally hold him in my arms...and see the baby I had been thinking about and imagining for what seemed like so long. Those were the things I had been most excited about my entire pregnancy. Cuddling my baby, and seeing what he looked like. And I fell in love with him instantly. He grabbed my finger the second I wrapped him in my arms and that just made my heart melt, I think my finger would have turned purple if it hadnt yet already..He had the strongest little grip and did not want to let go. I'll never forget those first moments.
The ten months...(9 months and 3 weeks to be exact) of waiting could not have been more worth the beautiful baby boy that I have now. I look at him and his adorable little face and I really have never seen a cuter baby in my life. I am in love with his blonde hair...his blue eyes that might someday change...and the little smile that shows the one dimple he has. It really does get me everytime. He is absolutely perfect and I am completely in love, More than I ever thought possible.It's an amazing feeling to look at your baby and be able to see little bits of yourself.
I have already teared up a few times at the thought of how fast the time has gone with my lil Tate, and as much as I hate to think of him growing up and wish
I could keep him my little baby forever...I look forward to all that is to come.
To the birthdays, and the personality changes..The laughs and first steps..Pretty much EVERYTHING.
Being a mom is the best feeling there is. Nothing in the world can compare.
Less than a month now and Brandon and I will bee married for a year, time has flown by and with our new little addition we are happier than ever and looking forward to the fun future we have ahead of us and the new chapter that has now begun!
